Don't Run Away From Your Emotions,
But Tap Them Wisely To Voice Scripts
By Paul Strikwerda
For most of my life, I have been running away from my emotions.
I grew up believing that showing emotions was a sign of weakness. Strong people keep everything inside. They donít lose their temper. They donít act impulsively.
Strong people are always in control. Strong people stay detached in order to make rational decisions. They look at facts and disregard feelings.
In my old-fashioned model of the world, it was okay for women to be emotional. Being strong was masculine, and I wanted to be a "real man,Ē whatever that meant.
Looking back, this attitude of "nothing affects meĒ might have been a coping mechanism that helped me deal with life issues. Emotional detachment was a protective wall that helped me survive.
But it also made it hard for me and others to connect with the real, vulnerable me. And it went deeper.
The fact that I wasnít letting the pain in, also subdued the pleasure. Without lows there were no big highs. Because I felt the need to stay calm and collected, I lost a part of my enthusiasm and spontaneity.
Deep inside, I was fearful. What would happen if I would take off the lid that kept my emotions at bay? Would people still like me? Would I like myself?
At this point you might wonder what all of this has to do with voice acting. Stay with me. Iíll get to that in a minute or two.
It took me several decades and lots of soul-searching to discover that daring to be vulnerable can be a sign of strength.
The world wasnít going to crash down on me just because I showed some emotion. Tears can be cleansing. Laughter can be liberating. Hugs can be healing.
Keeping my feelings to myself had left me lonely. When I finally started opening up to people, it became easier for people to reach out and open up to me.
It was freeing to be able to tap into my anger and frustration. In the past, bitterness and resentment would fester inside and grow. Inward anger would lead to darkness and depression.
Once the wall had been broken down, I felt light and alive.
HAD WASTED ENERGY
I wasted so much energy on keeping the lid closed. Today, I use that energy to move forward, and I spend much of my life following my gut feeling.
Life has become more intense, and Iíve become a sentimental wuss!
Professionally speaking, being more easily affected by my emotions has made me more effective and less effective. Let me explain.
As a (voice) actor, I believe it is vital that we can tap into a whole range of emotions.
I often compare it to the colors of a painterís palette or the instruments in an orchestra. The more colors or instruments we have at our disposal, the greater our dramatic range.
If we wish to convey genuine enthusiasm to our audience, we must access that state ourselves first, in order to be convincing.
The same is true for other emotions such as disbelief, amazement, rage, being heartbroken, in love, feeling rejected, et cetera. When our words, our tonality and our body language all say the same thing, we become believable.
However, we cannot unleash those raw emotions unfiltered and unpolished. Thatís where we become ineffective.
TO CREATE CHARACTERS ...
Acting is a most selfless profession. It can never be about ego.
We donít serve ourselves. We serve the authors, the screenwriters and the playwrights. It requires a detached involvement. If we do it well enough, the audience will believe that we are the character we portray.
In order to create that character, we need a frame of reference. It can be completely imaginary, or we can tap into our life experiences.
DELVE INTO EMOTIONS
Our emotions are like a goldmine. We can delve into it, but we must transform the gold ore into something we can melt and mold according to our desire and design.
As a (voice) actor, we must channel and manage these emotions to create the guise of spontaneity and authenticity. We donít act out reality. Weíre merely the creators of something that looks and sounds like it.
While we personify the characters we play, I believe itís healthy to keep an intimate distance to them, if only to preserve our own sense of self.
Without emotion, there is no character, but if we become too emotionally invested, we may cross the line between reality and fiction.
We all know celebrities who have become their characters. Wherever they go, theyíve always got it turned on. I know a few voice actors who canít stop doing funny voices or strange accents no matter where they are. They have forgotten the difference between playing a character and being a character.
Thereís another reason why we need to keep an intimate distance to our copy and character. If we allow ourselves to be overtaken by personal grief, joy or disappointment, it can easily lead to overacting.
Hereís my rule of thumb: The more dramatic the language and the more powerful the images, the more we must restrain ourselves as voice-overs.
Otherwise, our delivery could be overemotional and could become a distraction.
MAKING THE CHOICES
When I decide how to approach a particular script, I ask myself:
'ONCE MORE, WITH FEELING'
But like any color on a painterís palette, there is a place and a time to use them.
Sometimes I listen to an audition I just recorded and I know somethingís missing. It sounds too detached.
When that happens, I tell myself: "Once more, with feeling.Ē Sometimes I hear myself overdoing it. I sound too sentimental. When that happens, I hear Arnold Schwarzenegger in a scene from Kindergarten Cop, telling me the following:
"Itís time now, to turn this mush into muscles!Ē
Paul Strikwerda is a 25-year veteran of the voice over industry whose Nethervoice service features German and Dutch voice overs, translation and evaluation services. Born in Holland, he has worked for Dutch national and international radio, the BBC and American Public Radio. Although 90% of his work is in English, Strikwerda also records in Dutch, German and French. Clients include Novartis, Johnson & Johnson, and the Discovery Channel. He also publishes an informative and entertaining blog, Double Dutch.
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